current location: Brendon Land!
current mood: silly
current song: Panic! at the Disco-New Perspective
Chinese food: killing you from the inside out!!!
Hello, people. Just dropping a line here. Miss you guys...
I think I need to get the fuck out of here, but I have no where to go anymore. This is better than being homeless, of course, but I feel so trapped. Its like my feelings mean very little here.
Life is crazy... Left home. Staying with friends. Sometimes I do miss my mom, but I'm over being used. Anyway, thats the news here. I miss you my lj friends!!! How have you all been?
Lost my job. I got sick of her taking advantage of my time... so I told her about it. She didn't take it well, obviously. I never wanted it to end badly, but she's a very paranoid individual. I refused to give her keys and phone back until she paid me what she owed me...100 dollars for a week I worked before I quit. Of course I didn't get the money. At first she refused to give it to me. I didn't take that well and when I went to collect my money, she called the cops and falsely accused me of sending a fourteen year old friend/ lil bro to break into her house. Personally, I think it was an excuse not to pay me back. NOW why the hell would I do something to put myself in jail??? Why would I fuck with her when I love her little girls as much as I do? When I went over that night, the girls came running to me and the youngest, Keke, wrapped her arms around my leg. Tracy ripped her from me.
You'll probably never read this. don't fuck your kids up in the process of your self centered life. Don't fuck your kids up by staying with a man who threatened to slit your two sons throat if you told his family about Kyree and Keke. You're sick, self centered, and don't deserve the wonderful children you have.
So... the little girls I babysit for have taken to calling me "Steve" instead of Stevie because they heard my mom call me that lol. And also they'll just call me "Crazy".
"Crazy! come here!" or "Crazy, look at this!"
HILARIOUS! I love it!